It's gonna take patience and time, oh,
To do it, to do it, to do it, to do it, to do it,
To do it right.
(Got My Mind Set On You - George Harrison)
Question. (I've been on a "The Office" kick lately, and have channeled my inner Dwight Schrute. On second thought...ew).
Anyway, I've got a question. How do you find the time?
I have a six month old baby, a 'full time +' job, a commute, an apartment the size of a postage stamp quite literally filled to the brim with life's junk (which means if you use one thing, the whole place is a disaster), a husband, three full sets of family, friends, and chores all competing for my time. Oh yeah, and sleep too. I have to sleep in there somewhere.
I know I'm not the only one.
I haven't figured out how to fit all of those things - that whole "living" part of life into the 24 hours a day I get.
- Wake up between 6:45-7:00. My MIL usually shows up around 7:05 to watch Bubbers for the day. The Hubs works third shift, so he's not home. If Logan wakes up during the night (like last night when I had to feed him at 3am) I get to handle it.
- Leave for work by 7:20. Drive 40-ish minutes (on a good day)
- Work 8-5, drive 40-ish minutes (on a good day) home.
- Spend 20 minutes staring at cabinets and refrigerator, willing something to pop out and make itself for dinner, when that doesn't happen, resign myself to a quick frozen pizza or pre-packaged meal. On fancy, well prepared nights, we'll have Hamburger Helper or Tacos, or something that actually requires more steps than "open package, microwave".
- 6:30-7:00ish: Scarf down food during the rare quiet moments when Logan is watching Word World or Dinosaur Train. I'm eternally indebted to Netfix since I don't have cable.
- 7:00ish - 9:00ish: Feed/change/play with/entertain kiddo, while possibly fitting in some time on
- 9:00ish: Give kiddo a bath (most nights) which is good for about 30 minutes of "Happy Kid" time.
- 9:30ish: Give kiddo last bottle and hopefully put him down for the night
- 9:45ish: Clean up around the house, catch up on emails/Facebook/blogs while watching something trashy on Netflix.
- Go to bed.
His job requires him to be on call every other week, from Friday at 5pm until Friday at 5pm, which means that while he is physically home, mentally he's working. Scheduling, managing, researching, stressing about whatever stupid Tech he has in Bangladesh or India or China who's not doing his job correctly.
He's exhausted. And if he's in between phone calls or emails or speaking veeeeery slooooowly to Chinese guys, he is as present as he can be. He helps me entertain Logan, or changes his diapers, or feeds him if he can. But it's hit or miss, and because of his stupid job, I can't rely on him to be available to help.
And whether he's on call or not, he has to be out of the house by 10:15 pm to physically go to work. So, not only am I having trouble finding time for life, I'm having trouble finding quality time with my husband.
Not to mention that damn treadmill that keeps nagging at me.
I know that the time after Bubs goes to bed is the "free" time that I have to play around with, but there's not much of it - especially if I want to get to bed at a decent hour. And frankly, when I do have a minute to myself, when nobody else is demanding my attention, I would rather veg than work out.
How do you do it? How do you fit it all in? How do you manage to find time to do the things that you WANT to do around all of the things you HAVE to do?
Help me, blogland!