Last Week: 239.6 lb
This Week: 244.6 lb
Gain: 5.0 lb
And I'm over it.
Especially over it when I gained back five freaking pounds and yet, I'm still PBing at almost every fucking meal.
I can't eat "normal" foods. I can't live on protein shakes.
I'm calling for a serious unfill today. I want it out. Everything I just got and more. 2cc, 3cc, I don't care at this point. I just want to get to a point where I know for sure that I'm not going to be PBing on anything.
And I am going to stay that way for a month. And during that month, I'm not going to weigh in. The weigh ins have just become something I dread, and something that makes me feel like crap. So I'm not going to do them for a while.
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